My heart, oh Lord, it aches.
But it is a dull ache.
I feel but do not feel.
I yearn to yearn, but do not.
Christ Jesus, you were forsaken
yet not alone. Desolate
but not abandoned. Struck down
but not destroyed.
Consume me, as I consume You...
As I approach You,very You run to meet me.
Make me into Yourself.
As bread becomes part of me,
it becomes Wholly You. This Bread
Come down from Heaven
Enters me, that I mat enter
Him. You.
Jesus, may I be so enthralled
by the mystery of your Body and Blood
by the Passion of Your Sacred Heart
that I will always be
aware
and feel
in my poor heart
the effects of Your Redemption
the affects of York Redemption.
Our union.
Make me a log in the furnace of Your love.
Consume me.
Make me one with You.
Make me burn with the fire of Your love.
Make me the fire of Your love.
Make me.
Remake me.
Create a new heart for me.
Jesus, make my heart like Yours. Make my heart Yours.
The Mass is ended. It Missal Est.
Let me be so aware of our union, Jesus,
that I am, that I become, that I
am
You, Your love, Your Heart
to the world.
Amen
Friday, March 16, 2012
Nil hoc verbo Veritats verius. Part III
III.
Let Me come, then.
Beloved.
Kelly.
Kelly.
Oh, Kelly, I love you.
Be Mine forever
And I will be yours.
Your head is righ:
You are not worthy of Me.
But I do not care.
I come to give
My self
to
your self.
Let our selves
be one self.
Relax.
Just be
loved
be loved
beloved.
Do not fight.
Float
in the ocean of My love.
Be.
Just be.
Be forever.
I will it.
I love you.
You, Kelly,
You are My Beloved.
Let Me come, then.
Beloved.
Kelly.
Kelly.
Oh, Kelly, I love you.
Be Mine forever
And I will be yours.
Your head is righ:
You are not worthy of Me.
But I do not care.
I come to give
My self
to
your self.
Let our selves
be one self.
Relax.
Just be
loved
be loved
beloved.
Do not fight.
Float
in the ocean of My love.
Be.
Just be.
Be forever.
I will it.
I love you.
You, Kelly,
You are My Beloved.
Nil hoc verbo Veritatis verius. Part II
II.
You can see in my heart.
You know I love you...
But see! I am not worthy
of You
of Your love.
Besides, love is self-gift.
I cannot give You this.
This self is broken.
I want to give You the best.
Not this.
Not this mess.
this broken
fallen
crumpled
heap.
I love You.
My heart wants to
embrace
melt into
become one with
You
Your Heart.
But me head.
Oh! My head!
It tells me
how little
how much
how far.
My head says,
"Stay away from me, Lord
for I am a sinful soul."
but my heart says, "Come."
You can see in my heart.
You know I love you...
But see! I am not worthy
of You
of Your love.
Besides, love is self-gift.
I cannot give You this.
This self is broken.
I want to give You the best.
Not this.
Not this mess.
this broken
fallen
crumpled
heap.
I love You.
My heart wants to
embrace
melt into
become one with
You
Your Heart.
But me head.
Oh! My head!
It tells me
how little
how much
how far.
My head says,
"Stay away from me, Lord
for I am a sinful soul."
but my heart says, "Come."
Nil hoc verbo Veritatis verius. (Truth Himself speaks truly, or there's nothing true.)
I.
You are my Beloved, Kelly.
Kelly, Kelly. Listen to Me.
I love you. You are my prized possession.
More than that: I love you so very much.
Can't you see?
You look at My Sacred Heart and see
only a refuge.
It is a refuge
but a refuge of love,
for love
for my beloved.
Kelly,
for you.
I love you.
You are My Beloved.
What can I do to show you this?
Listen, oh listen!
Kelly!
I call you My Beloved
and so you are.
You don't know words greater than
Beloved
if you did, I could express myself with them
Oh My Beloved!
Behold! Look! I come!
Running to you,
My Beloved.
Why do you turn from Me?
Do you not love Me?